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Monday, January 22, 2007
hi dis is my 81st post.
today din go skl again. cos i went to see dogtor again! dat polyclinic doctor din give me antibiotics. den make me feel even more sick. lols. den today i go see private doctor. he gave me antibiotics. plus 2 days mc. yea 2 DAYS. lols. but i wun use it tmr. shall go to skl. bob is not a ponner. hohoho. ate medicine. wanted to do hmwrk. but felt drowsy. den slept. SIANS. shall go do some work before e medicine comes into effect. ok. i admit dat i m scared of skl now. it s juz e fourth week of skl. n i m alrdy so stressed out n scared. i dun wan to go skl. it s so scary. failin tests n tests n gettin cdeee. it juz doesnt seem possible to be able to get into university. every week. i longed for more weekends. n e weekends always pass so quickly. n the new week juz starts. wif yet another week of tutorials n lectures. n time passes again. so fast. i yearn for a long break. to get myself out of dis scary atmosphere. get out of dis mental torture. i m so scaredd. it s ok. i ll get thru it. but gettin thru it isnt e real aim. e purpose is to get thru it wif excellence. n get into a good uni n stardee. but my grades seem to be so discouragin. i ve tried for one whole yr. n all i got was cdeee. help. help help. scaredee bob. |
